[LETTER] In Loving Memory Of Our Dear Binnie (ASTRO’s MoonBin)

Trigger Warning: This article contains content about death. 

It was a day with full of dark clouds in the sky. Usually I won’t look through my phone during morning time. But that day, I took my phone and went through it in morning only and suddenly a very familiar face came in front of me and a very devastating news came with that beautiful face. For a minute I was in real shock. Then I thought I mistook the news. And I searched again, and I saw the same news in various sites. And then I came to my real sense. My favorite idol has departed from this world. This thought started eating my mind.. That pricking kind of sensation in the heart… It’s very tough to put that emotion in words.

2 years ago, I was unaware of ASTRO and even K-Pop. Through Cha EunWoo, I came to know about ASTRO as well as K-Pop. Now, I am regretting- I could have known about ASTRO a little earlier. At first, when MJ went to military, I thought that pain was unbearable, but then Rocky left the group. Then, I thought that was unbearable. But now I realised that the most unbearable pain in this world is the pain of losing someone dear. I really wish that I could have had a time machine. But the reality is much more painful. I had never been to any concerts of ASTRO. And now the thing which hurts me most is that I won’t be able to attend a concert of OT6.

He was not just an idol for me, he was my friend who showed me light in darkness. His voice healed my soul, his smile was soo contagious. And moreover, I used to admire him a lot. He was multitalented, as well as kindhearted. And I hate the fact that now I have to address him in past tense.

Binnie (MoonBin), death might have taken you away from us. But the memories with you won’t fade away from our hearts. Hope you will be in some good place now. Rest in love our angel. You will always be loved and remembered.